The Wonder Me :)

YEAR 2012 :)

2012-01-05T17:33:00.000+08:00

Update : YES! I've finally successfully retrieved this post that I've accidentally! Awesome meee! Don't give up easily! Haha!

Decided I should do a New Year Resolution for the year 2012.

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1. Be healthier, and fitter.

This has always and will be my lifetime goal. I can't emphasize how much I strive to be fitter yet in a healthier way. This is definitely my number 1 on the list. Must at least exercise 2-3 times a week.

2. Be independent.

I WANT TO BE INDEPENDENT! To prepare myself to be a better adult for next year (21 y/o). Agree, no? I definitely want to do more things by myself like grocery, shopping, movie, errands, etc... I totally SUCK at being independent. Living in my own world.

3. Read more books.

This is definitely a way to improve myself and to upgrade myself in a better way. No doubt reading will improve one selves. At least 1 book a month. Not too bad, eh?

4. Earn my own money.

Been slacking for this semester break. HAH! What else could I have done, though I haven't used up my part time job salary. Thus, I need to earn more and get my dream house (lifelong aspiration)!

5. Improve myself.

Clean a little more, be a little less lazier (nobody's perfect thus, there's always a lazy worm in everyone.haha!), maybe get a new hobby or interest?, have yet to decorate my room! I have all these little ideas on how to decorate but am too lazy and lack of creativity. And I need to improve my vocabulary and common sense and etc.

6. Get used to Uni life.

I need to get used to the whole 'I'm in a university' mode. Side note, I must be a university student-like. Or not how am I suppose to graduate? Need to soooooooo get used to the study motion. Need to constantly revise too!

7. Be positive and be grateful.

I think I need a list of things I'm grateful of and I need to think positively. Because, not thinking positively takes you no where. More like, take you down physically and emotionally.

Alicia

HK - Part 1 (Day 1).

2012-01-05T17:07:00.001+08:00

Plane ride with the queen mother! MAS was actually good! We had a Magnum Classic Ice Cream which was awesomely heavenly tasty! My meal was surprisingly yummy too! What to do during plane ride? CAMWHORE. DUH!

Portrait shot of mother.

These Korean girls totally made me smile! :) They were so friendly to pose for us while both buses stopped at the traffic. Friendly people definitely have a great smile to suit them.

HK taxi's are EXACTLY the same in TVB DRAMAS.

Air in the city is really bad.

While waiting for the 'Symphony of Lights'

Freezing because of the sea breeze.

Mannings in HK is our Guardian pharmacy in KL.

Delish! Original HK fritters!

These dessert is so DELICIOUS that my mum had to go back every single night from our trip just to eat their dessert. It's a very small shop by the street with a stretch of tables and people queuing up for midnight dessert. One bowl is roughly HK$16 - $18, equilavent to RM 6.5 - RM 7.2. Not bad for a original 'tong sui'.

That's the end of Day 1.

Alicia

Staple In Life.

2012-01-05T14:22:00.002+08:00

DAMN TRUE.

My 2012 guide to life.

Alicia

2012!

2012-01-04T02:56:00.001+08:00

First post of 2012 :)
I have so many things to blog about!
My trip to HK & my new year resolutions!
I promise to myself I must achieve it no matter how!

Look forward to it, okay? :)

Alicia

Distance.

2011-12-26T00:38:00.003+08:00

Everybody calling me fat already...
Gosh. How to live..?
Binge for dinner after my HK trip :P
Grandma's cooking is definitely the best meal!
But... gosh. Cupcakes are too good to be pushed away.
I also don't feel the holiday spirit...hmmm.
Maybe it's the excessive holidays.
I feel... Empty.
And... I don't feel like interacting...

Maybe it's just me.

Alicia

Who You Are.

2011-11-27T14:29:00.001+08:00

Seeing is deceiving,Dreaming is believing,It's okay not to be okay.♥

Alicia

Go.

2011-11-23T17:53:00.001+08:00

Soothing.

Alicia

Me.

2011-11-23T00:25:00.001+08:00

NOTE-TO-SELF :

HAVEN'T LEARN TO CRAWL, WANT TO WALK ALREADY.

Alicia

Phase.

2011-11-23T00:22:00.001+08:00

Can't even take care of myself, how the fish do I even take care of others? So if people think I'm selfish, maybe it's because I can't even look after my own. Look at the way I live also know lah. I totally lose too my lazy DNA and procrastination worm in me. Believe it or not, I'm still in the process of learning and growing. Funny thing is, my parents refuse to look after me. I'm forced to look after the house because of that. HAHA. Not entirely lah, but I miss being a little kid. No need to worry about nonsense and stuff that won't help me grow and learn. But I don't want to live in a emotionless home. Only thing that keeps me in touch is taking care of my dog. Moo. Can't be stupid and naive anymore, time to look up and look forward ONLY. I hope my determination will last.

Alicia

AHAHA!

2011-11-22T22:01:00.001+08:00

Am too lazy to make any effort already, because I can't foresee the possibility of even getting the chance.
So...why bother? Possible of vanishing.

Alicia

FAT.

2011-11-22T17:39:00.001+08:00

Cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Nom-ed some cakes at Alexis Cafe at Bangsar.
Yums!

Alicia

Shattered.

2011-11-21T11:35:00.001+08:00

Broke another glass.
What does it mean?
Perhaps an omen of something?
I think my mind is in the trash or something.
Can't fucking think straight.
Fucked up sorethroat with dripping mucus.
Fuck yeah!
People think I'm faking it.
Fuck YEAH!
Deceived.
FUCK YEAH!

Time to buy another glass.
Though, there's no replacement of the same one.
Wait, it seems to represent something.

Alicia

Instant Findings!

2011-11-16T18:00:00.001+08:00

Great instant mash potato!
I previously tried others but this is better!

Add more hot water will not dramatically change the consistency.

If I'm not mistaken it's RM5++ for 3 sachets?

GREAT GREAT :D!

One More!

2011-11-02T18:44:00.001+08:00

One more paper to go,
The paper I dread the most, Contemporary World!

YongSeo.

2011-10-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

Okay, finally got the guts to watch the last episode of YongSeo.
I never had the balls to watch endings to be honest, but I figured, Why not?
Really, most dramas I never get to watch till the ending.
I find it painful to say goodbye to watch endings.
But yeah, watched it. Must say I'm going to miss them.
It's soooooooooo part of my life. If you get what I mean :)
I really really enjoy watching them and I usually don't post kpop stuff.
Haha! And am currently in LOVE with RUNNING MAN!
And SeoHyun is sooooooo pretty!

YongSeo Bubu! ♥
(they sooo must get together)

Aigooo, endings.
Must kick my habits.
Must expect the endings.
It's just... everybody don't want goodbyes right?
And I guess it's normal to expect happy endings.
Oh well, It's been great.

Alicia

Real.

2011-10-27T22:47:00.004+08:00

What's the point of being able to touch, feel, eat, move, talk, dance, walk and everything you can think of but not being able to grasp that 'real' moment? Where's the point in life anymore then? You have a house, family, friends, food and clothes but it never felt real. What's the deal then?

Alicia

Highlight of the Day!

2011-10-25T01:42:00.001+08:00

23 OCT 2011

Awesomest birthday ever!

HIGHLIGHT OF MY BIRTHDAY :)

Had a surprise! Thanks guys!

Ate so much junk food in a week!

Great weather!

Thanks for all the birthday wishes :)

Regret not going for JAYESSLEE's concert BUT

MET THEM IN CHCKL!

Best decision ever made!

Life is complete, hearing them live and having an autograph and picture with them!

Life is good! Have H.O.P.E.!

Alicia

I Just Wanna Day Dream.

2011-10-20T17:51:00.000+08:00

What a great song to lift your mellow mood :)"I just wanna 白日夢"

Alicia

Let Go.

2011-10-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

Beauty Queens and their fancy,sparkling clothes

I don’t care at all~

Smiling shy from the camera clearly shows

I don’t care at all~

I’ll keep on moving onwards

Keep on moving onwards my eye set on that open door

While I keep pushing forward

Never looking back OH~

I’m never going back anymore

I just want to go , and fly to tomorrow

I don’t want to follow so I let go

I just want to go , and fly to tomorrow

I don’t want to follow so I let go

I just want to go~

Diamond ring with a red hot brand new car

I don’t care at all~

Perfect bodies held in place by push-up bras

I don’t care for it all~

I’ll keep on moving onwards

Keep on moving onwards my eye set on that open door

While I keep pushing forward

Never looking back OH~

My feet press to the sky from the floor

She let go , like falling snow

I just want to go , and fly to tomorrow

I don’t want to follow so I let go

I just want to go , and fly to tomorrow

I don’t want to follow so I let go

I just want to go~

She let go , like flying now

Alicia

Desires.

2011-10-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

Like the devils lurking from you,
Deep down it's unknown,
Unnecessary deals you'll want,
Obvious as it is, pulling you closer,
Staring down your spines,
Knowing it'll never happen,
Desires, desires,
Watching as you fall,
Where you'll be doomed as time passes.
Desires, desires.
You'll never own it.

Alicia

Unreachable.

2011-10-16T04:56:00.001+08:00

Who is to be blamed, for tugging the strings of my heart,
The you who is perfectly sculpted with the aims as high as touching the sky,
Or me who is only watching from far still hoping for her dreams,
These strings who've been plucked,
The sound it vibrates, mellowly reaching for you,
The you who's oh-so-bright,
The you who's oh-so-perfect,
These strings which you've plucked.

Just a something I'm giving to you.

Alicia

BY2!

2011-10-15T23:34:00.001+08:00

Haha, got bored. I really really really love BY2!

Their style totally changed from little girls to grown up ladies.

Love love them :)

Alicia

I need a break.

2011-10-12T18:39:00.000+08:00

I'm always on break. But I need a long needed break. I just want a break.
Already 3x's I said break in the sentence there.
Shows how much I need this break. Much needed.

Maybe I'm not meant to study, I just can't man.
There's nothing interest me as much as sitting down doing nothing.
Shitzzz. Ok maybe not, but I dislike what I'm going through.
There's literally no point in studying what I'm studying.
Regret max. But I shan't waste my parent's money and give up half way, no?

Just...I know I'm not doing the best.
I need a miracle. Can someone enlighten me?
Like truly enlighten me, not with words only?
Aside that, I can't wait for November :)
I just can't freaking get over the exam and this month!
I just wanna do what I like! Which is NEVER studying. lol.

I want to grab a book and read, without any distraction. (trying)
I want to just sit and lay without worries when got quiz, assignments, blah.
I just want to cook! I'm so interested after going through many blogs.
I just want to walk around my neighborhood and just chill.
I just want to get fit, take some pictures, be inspire all the time!
I just want a freaking break.

They say, suffer now, and you won't suffer later.
Nuff said, so true but that meant not doing what I like.
More like, I'm just sooooooooooo not liking doing anything now.

How?

Alicia

Sigh Sigh The Lazy Bum.

2011-10-08T23:42:00.001+08:00

I know I can,
BUT I'M FUCKING LAZY.
WHY? OH WHY?!
And it's a damn habit, not easy to change.
What to do? It's all in the genes lah :P

~~Kay, I secretly don't wanna blame the DNAs, but ah, just say it's cause of that.~~
Guilty lah.

I have this 2k words assignment which is due in less than 30 hours?
Damn, have I slacked. It's actually extended and I had 1 whole bloody week to do.
SCREW YOU LAZY PIG.

Currently, 11:38 PM,
Sleepy and thunders. What a great night to sleep in!
But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, I have zeee 2k words.
Currently at 100+ word...blame the 'slow' genes.

*le sigh*

Alicia

Fifth.

2011-10-05T19:42:00.001+08:00

Fifth of the month,

Loot of the day :)

Alicia

Only Me

2011-10-01T17:29:00.001+08:00

There's only me to care & me to handle. Get that in my brain please~

Alicia

Eat.

2011-10-01T03:16:00.002+08:00

I kind of know the reason I binge.
Yes, after this long I've figured it out.

I'm alone most of the time and I need food to accompany me.
That's a valid reason.
I eat when I'm with people and eat more without people.
When will I ever kick this lifelong habit?

It's just a matter of time.

Alicia

What...

2011-09-26T02:25:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...What to do...

Alicia

Happiness...Where Is It?

2011-09-22T20:16:00.001+08:00

There's always this person I want to become and the person who I hope to become. I've always think I can do it but I would think of the consequences of my action. I'm worried. I'm starting to get worried for everything. My condition is like a fucking roller coaster. I'm so tired of my current life. Everything I do is never a point. There was no meaning in my life. I honestly live for nothing while others pray to live. What is my destiny? I know destiny seems so cliche, but really, what is my destiny? Where is my stand? Where do I stand in this freakingly huge world? Do people even notice my existence? I can't seek my happiness. I just don't find happiness in myself. It could be because I'm still struggling with my issues...or just the past. I can't forget the past nor can I overcome the present. I'm just not happy with myself now...I'm not...

Alicia

Note-to-self.

2011-09-20T02:00:00.002+08:00

Alicia

I Can't Take This Pain.

2011-09-20T00:46:00.004+08:00

Pure awesomeness in their album.
1 of my favorite songs. So much emotion I'm moved to tears.
I kid you not, it definitely made me teared.
And I barely like ballads but this is an exceptional.
It's mostly in english! Give it a try!

Alicia

Mummy's Birthday.

2011-09-17T23:19:00.001+08:00

My second favorite man.

29.8.11

Love it, yet to finish.

Alicia

Silent.

2011-09-14T09:38:00.004+08:00

Overslept, never felt this energy to stay awake despite being damn sleepy.

Alicia

Someday, I.

2011-09-11T17:13:00.004+08:00

This song is just pure beautiful. I can relate :)
I actually think this moment is emotionally hard for me to do anything.
I'm not sure if it's just stress or depression. LOL.
Anyhow just enjoy the music.

Alicia

Calm.

2011-09-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

Stay calm and drink tea.

♥

Alicia

What IS Different?

2011-09-07T23:31:00.006+08:00

Don't you think being different itself is actually very difficult?
You want to be different but you want to be blend in.
So what makes different, DIFFERENT?

Alicia

No Actions Taken.

2011-09-03T19:30:00.003+08:00

Hair dropping everyday. It's killing me.
Gaining weight everyday. It's KILLING me.
Stress bout assignments but no actions. IT'S BLOODY KILLING ME!

Shall have a proper post that I intended on. Adios.

Alicia

How to obtain.

2011-09-03T02:53:00.000+08:00

Not in my right mind now. Been sleeping late like nobody's business. You know when you want happiness for yourself, do you compromise or be selfish? If you compromise you'll never be happy and if you be selfish obviously you don't want no shit to be treated back at ya. Besides knowing the truth hurts, so do you stay oblivious or fret over it? What if happiness is all in the mind? You can be happy with yourself and do what you are doing or dwell over it, over and over again. So how do I obtain basic happiness? What is happiness?

Alicia

Testing Testing.

2011-08-24T12:32:00.001+08:00

Lalala~

Alicia

Spontaneous.

2011-08-24T11:46:00.004+08:00

It's official. Maldives is my dream vacation.

I've been so interested in Maldives lately I don't know why.

But Google Maldives and calm your mind :)

I did some spontaneous "window shopping" just browse through.

I feel good actually. I recalled I've never wanted to do anything alone.

Including getting some napkins from McD's. HAHA I was a brat.

But I guess in Uni, everything basically is independence.

I'm basically alone most of the times.

I actually enjoy it. I don't know why. I guess it's the aging phase.

Yup, I bought that.

How "artistic" am I :)

It was between Cleo or this. But erm...

for the beauty junkie me, I choose this.

I wonder why too.

Half the price additional.

Oh, I sat down for an hour to read the newspaper :D!

Accomplishment for the day... or for the month.

I'll go with the month haha.

Alicia

History.

2011-08-24T00:18:00.001+08:00

Wow, reading back my old posts.

I was so...different? but it was ME.

Weirdly enough it seems just like yesterday.

I'm getting forgetful day by day... shall blog to keep memories safe.

MEMORIES SAFE

Alicia

Why I Torture Myself?

2011-08-22T23:10:00.004+08:00

I don't know why I bother to diet.

It ain't working yo.

And I don't know why I torture myself with blogs full of FOODS!

Becoming Lola

Not Without Salt

There's mooooooooore. But ah, these blogs have pretty pictures of food.

Just like how you dress up your meals :D

Alicia

Off My Shoulder.

2011-08-21T21:44:00.006+08:00

Left 1 assignment to do.

I'm so anxious to hand up my assignments.

That feeling you get, a rock being lifted on your shoulders.

In fact, it's not a rock. A MOUNTAIN.

The more you pile your stacks, the higher the mountain is.

I'm so distracted with the fly roaming around, my ipod, my LAPTOP, Bebe.

Ugh.

I bloody can't wait for tomorrow. The things I want to do.

The things I'm inspired to do but can't because,

I'm sitting for half the day to finish up my work :(

Tumblr is sooooooooo tempting, and the sims FB wouldn't work! UGHx2!

Alicia

I Love It.

2011-08-20T02:06:00.000+08:00

Alicia

Am I Right?

2011-08-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

CML!

Better get moving.

Be inspired!

You are who you want to be!

Alicia

Have I Leveled Up?

2011-08-16T22:10:00.003+08:00

Can I take this as a compliment? HAHA :)

Alicia

Instaaaaaa.

2011-08-13T00:11:00.003+08:00

Gosh, fats on arm. UGH.

I need to have patience, and work outtttttt. Instagram is also addictive :D
Skyping with the girls now, Oh god. We have SOOO many similar problems & situation.

Alicia

I have no creativity.

2011-08-11T23:03:00.003+08:00

Knowledge talks, wisdom listens. - Jimi Hendrix
Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me !
Only the wisest and the stupidest of men never change. - Confucius
Don’t let your victories go to your head, or your failures go to your heart.
Those who criticize our generation forget who raised it.
Criticizing is easy, art is difficult.
Violence won’t solve a thing. It makes it more challenging to solve, though.
I don’t know what the key to success is, but the key to failure is trying to please everyone. - Bill Cosby
When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.
Not to care for philosophy is to be a true philospher.
The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open.
The best mind-altering drug is truth.
Be wiser than other people if you can, but do not tell them so. - Lord Chesterfield
Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
Never forget what a man says to you when he is angry. - Henry Ward Beecher
A winner listens, a loser just waits until it is their turn to talk.
Guns don’t kill people — people do.
He who knows others is wise. He who knows himself is enlightened. - Lao Tzu
If you are not part of the cure, then you are part of the problem.
The only time you run out of chances is when you stop taking them.
Pick battles big enough to matter, small enough to win. - Jonathan Kozel
The best things in life are not things.
An investment in knowledge always pays the best interest. - Benjamin Franklin
You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him.
One should always play fair when one has the winning cards. - Oscar Wilde
Think like a man of action, and act like a man of thought.
Beware of a man of one book.
Enjoy when you can, and endure when you must. - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
He who knows others is learned; he who knows himself is wise.

Alicia

Tum Tum Tummm Bluuur.

2011-08-11T22:19:00.004+08:00

Tumblr is so addictive, it makes me sick.
Time passes so fast, it makes me paranoid.
We all say goodbyes, so why do we stick like glue.
Hungry yet tummy could not sustain all the food.
Fat yet still do not take action.

LIFE

Alicia

Why Oh Why!

2011-08-11T00:15:00.002+08:00

Alicia

Fat.

2011-08-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

Alicia

Laziness Takes Over.

2011-08-08T21:56:00.001+08:00

Eager to start on my assignments and read some readers,
but however, you well know that I am not in the mood for that.
Don't you always wonder, when you're away from technology,
you get all the ooomph to study and be inspired,
but when I'm at home in front of my laptop, I laze.
UGH.

Alicia

Anonymous Bastard.

2011-08-08T18:53:00.003+08:00

I don't know to cry or stab myself now, when I vowed not to take petty things seriously. But in this matter I CAN'T! Because some bitch who is anonymous spoils my day. That bloody son of a bitch! Sorry for being offensive but after all is MY BLOG right? I can rant all I want right?! UGH! Long story cut short, some anonymous stupid driver broke my side mirror. SCREW YOU BITCH/BASTARD! But I shall not let minority matters screw me. KARMA will decide, I believe so. Thanks little driver, it just proved yourself how bloody fool you are. I admit for parking illegally at the side of the road, but you have no rights to BREAK MY MIRROR. For now, where my anger water boils, I see no forgiveness whether its accidental or not. LOL. But I'm so frust now! Firstly because it's not legally my car. Secondly, obviously my dad has to pay it, (again, previously for saman fees)

This is irrelevant, MY BLOODY KYBOARD LETTR 'E' JUST CAME OFF. BLOODY FUCK. SWEAR IT WAS NOT ME. I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO COMPLAIN TO MY DAD CAUSE IT'S NEW. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH. FUCK.

Alicia

Uni? Universe? University.

2011-08-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

Begun to realized how I'm being so unproductive.
U-N-P-R-O-D-U-C-T-I-V-E
And how I have so little time for anything.
Haven't settle down since university.
Oh gosh, even the word UNIVERSITY gives me goosebumps.
All the cliche spreads about university,
and it seems so far fetched from what I know.
Still not getting used to it, or never getting used to it.
I just want to settle down, get everything done and sort out.

In need of a personal assistant, or maybe just a brain I'm in need.

Alicia

Music In My Head.

2011-08-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

Found some really good gems in Youtube :)
Can't express enough love for JAYESSLEE *hearts*

They're just so much love and passionate for music.

Alicia

2NE1 is LOVE.

2011-08-03T18:32:00.004+08:00

Never have I found 2NE1's songs this related.

Have a day where everybody is around you but not with you?

Everyone shows a friendly face but not a friendly gesture?

Have a day where you feel damn low?

Just wanna be pretty just like that girl?

HELL YEAH!

Alicia

Repayment.

2011-08-03T18:20:00.003+08:00

Thank you.

I can never express it in front of them.

Can I ever repay for what they've contribute?

I don't think so in this lifetime,

But I will definitely try my best to give them the best in the future.

What more can I say?

They gave me food,education,a home and definitely love.

How should I repay them?

Probably by studying hard :)

Sincerely Thank You,

Alicia

What else to say?

2011-07-30T13:05:00.002+08:00

I've been wondering,

I always blog when I'm depressed, upset, emo, angry.

What to blog during other times?

Sometimes my mind is so blank like a paper.

I'm easy to read, so... question is,

What else to blog?

Alicia

Forever.

2011-07-13T02:16:00.004+08:00

This month is probably one of the hated months.

Not a day i go by without cursing, and i rarely curse (sometimes)

Don't know maybe PMS or i'm depressed, probably depressed.

Life sucks for now.

Lots of thoughts of what's going on currently. Never had i felt so depressed.

Moreover,

In this century, does anything lasts? What do you think? Part of me believe things will last forever if you definitely put your heart to it and believe, but a part of me knows that NOTHING will last, including ourselves. I'm always torn between the yin and yang. If that made sense? hah. But yeah, I know there's always the good and bad but what if things are meant to be just yes or no, good or bad, up or down, left or right. What's left to do? Go all out and dance all night cause I know nothing lasts? or be wise and stay cool and maintain posture? I don't know.

Trust no one but yourself.

What's life to me anyway?

Never had I so badly want to disappear in my life.

More importantly, WHAT IS LIFE?

Alicia

Controlling By Killing.

2011-06-12T16:24:00.004+08:00

This is superbly random but I just had to voice it out.
I don't know bout this Thing where they have a campaign for killing crows. It's damn sad everytime I hear the gun shots. You mean you can just kill off a population because there are too many of them? Ok maybe crows aren't as cute as other animals or what sort but I don't think anyone should just control it by killing them. It's just saddening okay. I don't see people complaining bout having too much money eventhough greed is by far more serious than any other problem bout having too many crows.lol. I don't know, maybe I'm just in a bitchy mood cause I lack of sleep from working. And I keep my frustrations from work and it's killing me.

Alicia

After A While.

2011-06-10T16:27:00.001+08:00

What I've been thinking/up to recently :

1. Excited to actually shop for school supplies even though I've yet to have q purpose for it.

2. Stop producing cute items or whatnotcute stuffs! Can't resist cuteness!!!

3. Wang lee hom is such a hunk :)

4. Earning money is not easy, I know now.

5. Spending more than i can earn.

6. Been eating more ever since I started working, shit!

7. Can't wait for the lim's to come but I doubt I have time to spend much with them :(

8. Must exercise exercise!

9. Wisdoms... So true.

10. Bought a little too many cosmetics recently oops! Such a beauty junkie! :P

11. Hope I get my offer letter asap.

12. Need to spend more me time :)

13. Need to actually read the books I've bought rather than keep buying more!

14. If you ever want good service, treat the others with respect. Don't fuck with them just because you're paying, you are just someone who sat there and ate, but smile and be polite, and we promise a mighty jolly good service to be return to you. Agree, no? Then you've never receive random shits from strangers.

15. NEVER EVER judge a book by it's cover! Same applied to humans.

Alicia

Shits During Work Sucks.

2011-05-30T01:34:00.004+08:00

NOTE TO SELF :

LEARN YOUR FUCKING MISTAKE,
AND DON'T TAKE SHITS SERIOUSLY.

Sincerely yourself,

Alicia

Endless Goodbyes.

2011-05-20T19:15:00.005+08:00

How nice if people could just rely on something lifeless.
How would things turn out?
Would humans be contented with their feelings?
To rely on something that will never meet your expectations,
What for? When you could rely on things rather than someone.
But in order to survive we need to rely on others.
But would the others give in and flatter us?
Or would they say goodbyes and leave scars?

These feelings will never be told.

Alicia

Growing Up.

2011-05-20T00:41:00.004+08:00

I'm scared, I'm scared of every single shit. But isn't that normal? I can't just please everybody but I just want peace. But people give faces and their true color shows. That just hits me hard. Treating others like gold but in return all you get is a slap. A slap verbally or emotionally straining your trust and kindness. So question is, this society is already screwed, and people screwing each other so how do we live?

-

University intake coming, best friends going to a far place and just being hardworking ants, emotionally attached to your work and colleagues, starting to worry about your family, family gatherings which I hope would end nicely, the whole Lim clan is coming back from the UK. All these just makes me fall hard. Where do I belong and what the hell do I want? I, a millionth gazillion times said these already and able to see your face cringes at my whines but that's the fact, for now. I'm losing touch in myself lately too. Can I ever repay my parents and the money they invest for my education? Will I be able to make it? Can I ever EVER see their true happy faces?

I'm losing touch.

Losing my sanity and myself.

Alicia

Jotting my thoughts.

2011-04-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

What can you do other than to think it's your fault?
Am I at fault for being stupid or naive?
Naive by nature or naive by stupidity?

What could you do when people pick on your weak points?
All you can do is not to sit and stare,
But to smile and walk away.

"We're all good at some things and not so good at others. The Paralympic Games, for example, is an opportunity to educate people to look at disability differently, to say don't judge people on the one thing they cannot do, but on the thousands of things they can do". - Marc Woods.

Alicia

Take Note.

2011-04-14T23:43:00.001+08:00

Note To Self,

Please be mature to handle things.
The anger within me is piling for minor matters.
Find a way to release it.
Don't give yourself excuses.

Alicia

Head or Heart?

2011-03-25T14:31:00.005+08:00

I'm in tears but for no apparent reasons.
I wonder what feelings were those.
I miss being me me. Today, things made me see things clearer.
I just miss being comfortable with nobody being a pest, haha. JK.
But yeah, I miss being myself, but who am I? How is being oneself?
That's the question.

This particular boyband made me so happy :)
AHHH! UK BOYBANDS IS LOVEEEEEEE! :P

And this song is just pure love lar!

JUST LISTEN!

I've been wondering who these people singing this song,

Great that I've found it! Snagged their album ;)

Alicia

Lols.

2011-03-21T19:53:00.004+08:00

What a day.
Ups and downs.
Thanks for being there for me.
I really needed it. Loves!

Here.

Alicia

Twit.

2011-03-18T00:17:00.003+08:00

"You can't find the right someone until you know who you are, what matters to you, and what makes your heart happy."

So bloody true.

TRUE!

Alicia

Middle.

2011-03-17T23:50:00.003+08:00

Hah, I don't think I could do it.
Whatever shit I've been worrying, I don't have a good feeling.
Graduation's in the next 12 hours or so,
I'm even ranting what to wear for it!
Ugh. Honestly never liked to care bout how I wear my clothes.
But graduation is neither formal nor casual.
WHY things can't be exact.
It shouldn't be a half half thing.
I hate being in the middle of what not.

For example :

I know mandarin but I'm not good at it.
I am good in English but I'm just an average writer.
I am fat but not thin. (lol)
I'm neither short nor tall.
I'm neither tomboyish or girly.
I'm full of feelings in a second and another minute I'm dull as a paper.

WHAT'S BLOODY WRONG WITH ME?! lol.

Wish me luck for graduation and not shame myself.

Alicia

Afraid.

2011-03-17T00:17:00.003+08:00

I'm so afraid of the future. Wondering if things would even go well.

I'm considered well-off than others who thinks I'm lucky enough.

I admit, but I too am wondering if these things are worth it.

What should I do for my future now?

I'm at lost. I need a voice but none other than myself's.

What should I do??? I'm afraid to think.

I'm so afraid I'll be alone.

I'm so afraid I'll never cope.

I'm so afraid I'll never learn.

I'm so afraid to be dependent and independent.

I'm so afraid of everything.

What shall I do? Be myself?

Or be able to please everyone?

I'M AFRAID.

Alicia

Putting effort in blogging.

2011-03-08T00:59:00.002+08:00

Sooooo, I have this problem.

My hair...

Long, short?

Bangs, no bangs?

Till then.

Alicia

BeBe.

2011-03-06T00:38:00.005+08:00

Did I introduce you guys my doggie?
Hehe, it's a toy poodle but currently he's botak. He's my everything now. Did I mention, he bit my newly headphones. I'll never forget. But I love him too much!
Now let the pictures talk!

If you've seen my facebook, he's inside most of the time now. Haha.

Have a little faith.

Alicia

Time Passes So Fast!

2011-03-01T00:30:00.004+08:00

Title says it all.

It's nearly been a year since I'm in FIA.

Awesome.

But finals practically is tomorrow since it is AM now.

So the question is... CAN I DO IT?

I've yet to study finish.

Lazy worm eating my brain and energy!

Ain't kidding,

Or probably just...

OLD HABITS DIE HARD

(smack this on my head please)

I think I would regret this laziness...

THINK CML. THINK!

Alicia

Just you wait and see.

2011-02-25T20:31:00.004+08:00

No matter what, I will have to do it myself.

I should be more independent,

I should be more hardworking,

I'm in my last "teen" years,

I can only rely on myself.

Alicia

I want to be.

2011-02-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

This sudden but longed thoughts.

I want to be pretty.

I want to be thin.

I want to be smart.

I want to be able to dress up.

I want to be like you.

I want to...be...

Who am I you ask?

I'm just whoever you think I am.

Alicia

China.

2010-11-28T03:11:00.002+08:00

beautiful china ♥;

clear blue sky,

with flashing rays,

mirrors of waves,

pure as snow.

Alicia

Don't Wanna.

2010-11-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

I miss writing,

Why didn't I realize it earlier.

Looking but not seeing,

Doing but not feeling,

Remembering but not understanding,

The thoughts that flows,

Could not be interpreted.

Believing despite knowing it,

Trying but no one knows,

We seek help but we choke,

Thus relying alone,

Just disguising.

Pretty much sums up what I'm thinking for now.

I'm so afraid.

Afraid for it may happen but it's on my hands.

There's not much time to fool.

Alicia

Flowers.

2010-10-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

House of Fiore

I rarely post this kinda thing,

but this is so lovely I gotta share.

♥ flowers :)

Alicia

KEKEKE!

2010-10-14T11:58:00.001+08:00

HAHA! Made my day!

Alicia

Wisdom.

2010-09-27T19:30:00.002+08:00

Alicia

So true.

2010-08-27T11:47:00.001+08:00

Alicia

Poem.

2010-08-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

Being Me

Don’t judge me,
Because I am me,
What is wrong with being different,
When everyone is different.

Talk as much as you want,
Because I am always ahead of you.
Being imperfect is me,
When nobody is perfect.

Just like the sun,
I just want to shine,
Maybe just a little while,
But it may be worthwhile.

Just like the bird,
Flying high without directions,
Just want to dream,
And spread my wings.

My poem I wrote for my english class.

Alicia

Kawaii.

2010-08-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

These are so kawaii! I want please :D

Alicia

How many times do butterfly blink.

2010-08-19T15:18:00.005+08:00

Ahhh, long time no blog. Felt like writing!

So I've watched Love In Disguise yesterday.

Starring Wang Lee Hom!

A definitely must watch :D

A light romantic comedy that features WLH's newest album's songs.

Of course WLH is delicious to watch, but his music and acting is AWESOME!

Your inner fangirl will definitely make you scream for him!

Which man isn't romantic singing to a girl he loves?

WLH definitely woo-ed the girl audiences too haha!

Seriously awesome to watch. Many comical scenes.

Just awesome lyrics and awesome music.

And awesomely features Wang Lee Hom!

Alicia

Unbelieveable.

2010-08-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

“I’m a sensitive soul, though I seem thick-skinned.”
— Pumba, The Lion King

Alicia

Falling.

2010-07-22T22:36:00.003+08:00

Alicia

Emotional.

2010-07-21T21:57:00.005+08:00

I'm in a very whatever mood today.

Everything is being a chore.
I've been in binge eating lately.
Gained weight, the heaviest.

Feeling shittier than ever.

Alicia

Someday.

2010-07-20T00:51:00.004+08:00

Someday,
I'm gonna make lots of money.
Get a house and make it a dream house of mine :)
ONE DAY.
Somehow.
I wish.

Alicia

Responding.

2010-07-19T19:53:00.003+08:00

I wanna watch this badly.

Gonna be a crying machine if I'd watch.

Trailer made me teared. Heartbreaking.

Despicable Me was ok. Cute but plot is just meh...

"SO FLUFFY I CAN DIE" Awesome kids.

Knight & Day probably a nice action film for me.

Just nice and funny and Tom Cruise :) :) :)

HEHEHE!

A-Team is ok but too many complicated scenes.

If you're looking for a nice simple action movie, ain't for you.

Now this, IS AWESOME!

BEST EPIC COMEDY EVER, THE HANGOVER :)

White Chicks is ALSO NICE!

Alicia

Longing for someone from my past.

2010-07-18T01:33:00.002+08:00

Feeling very BLEH.

I hate feeling so shitty.

I hate feeling so annoyed.

I hate feeling unappreciated.

I absolutely hate feeling like this now.

Alicia

Semester 1 Break.

2010-07-15T11:35:00.003+08:00

So where should I start?

I have 2 weeks of holiday before sem 2,

so obviously its FUN TIME :)

Went lagoon last week thursday,

Genting on Monday.

Played so much, body aches so much also.

And I really mean ACHE.

Other than fun parts,money issues are problems!

Shopped like crazy!

Honestly I'm very grateful for daddy for fetching us.

I know my schedule are so shitty he have to wake up early for me.

And I know it's wrong to use money like water.

So I'm gonna stop spending like an ass during sem 2.

I MUST really stop.

Happy Father's Day btw. I know I know. LOL.

And I'm grateful that my sis really helps me too.

We fight obviously but I know I'll miss her haha!

Mommy is just like me. Practically a mirror :P

From her cheekiness to her temper. Completely the same.

I do argue with her at times. For who knows what reason.

But I sincerely wish her for the best of health.

This period of time I've been thinking a lot actually.

I even had this list of 'I am...(insert words)'

BTW, I SAT CORKSCREW! AWESOME!!!

Truly by far the best ride I've sat.

Alicia

Bad Girl, Good Girl.

2010-07-03T20:40:00.005+08:00

In case you forgot how I look :P

Alicia

Empty feeling.

2010-07-01T23:10:00.004+08:00

What should I say?

Exam week totally sucked, and sucked the life outta me.

Feeling very very empty.

Feeling very very potato-ish.

Feeling very very...

Uninspired.

Alicia

Hello!

2010-06-24T23:27:00.001+08:00

Exam's are so soon!

Lazy bum me haven't study!

Alicia

Kawaii!!!

2010-06-23T11:49:00.001+08:00

KAWAII! KE AI! CUTE!

Alicia

Morning.

2010-06-17T10:00:00.000+08:00

Good Morning :)

Alicia

Earrings.

2010-06-14T00:07:00.003+08:00

Sooo cuteee!!! I would love to wear this haha!

Alicia

Wooo!

2010-06-13T18:27:00.002+08:00

New template.

I like it! Just nice :D

And added my tumblr link!

I find it more fun expressing myself there through pictures,

But I like to express myself through words here. Haha!

Alicia

Red Nose.

2010-06-03T20:44:00.003+08:00

Wooo!!!

Ate like a piggy today, but just a simple day indeed.
I'm still tired from lack of sleep boohoo.
Must MUST sleep early today as my skin is beginning to turn worse!

Internet & Facebook has DEFINITELY dominated humans.

Red-nosed-clown is back. boohoohoo.

Alicia